AzrieSparksy
Thursday, July 17, 2008

hey there people. i dont wna talk bout today.yeah.i'm gna talk bout something else.well,yeah.i just realise.so far,the girls i had relationship with,i hurt them.for so long,i just realise it now.wth! i cant believe myself.dammit. here goes....
First,Sherry Sulyana.i was with her when i was just in primary 6.it was my love luh seyyyy.haha.but yeah.the first love.but she wasn't the one getting hurt.i was.but luckily,i get to move on.=)

Second,Shermane,yeah.i was with her for what reason i just couldnt remember.but yeah.both of us didnt get hurt.yeah.


Third,Laura Wong Li Zhi,yeah.was with her in sec 2.yeah.i start being serious in relationships this time.yeah.i didnt realise that i hurt her that much.till i began to talk to her in art lesson few days ago.yeah.she told stories.yeah.damn old memories.Pahang Camp was the cause of us breaking up.yeah.i didnt talk to her for the three straight days.yes.for the three STRAIGHT DAYS people.haha.yeah.then school started.it was just the mid year that time.she asked me for a break up.i just have to accept it.yeah.we fought aft we broke.the cause of it i just cant remember.but i know that it was all my friends fault that we fought.yeah.we didnt really talk for almost a year.yes!a year people.yeah.starting of sec 3,we begin talking again.yeah.now,we talk.being more open this time.=) sweet memories.

Fourth,Nur Afifah Binte Hairil.yeah.i was actually her godbrother.till she fall in love with her.yeah.i was just fooling around with her.but end up,i fall for her.dammit!haha.the relationship i had with her was the longest.yeah.was 6 or 7 months plus.yeah.long right people?haha.yeah.memories was alot luh.haha.yeah.but aft few months,she started changing.not to the better side.but the worse.and that's how i broke up with her.yeah.we broke up.she cried like hell.even in school.yeah.friends of mine who didnt know the whole story that time was effing angry at me.wth luh!haha.yeah.they kept asking me to accept her back.and yeah.i did.wanting her to change.she say she will.but still,there is just no difference.yeah.broke up again.yeah.and yeah.i really hurt her badly.cause her eyes were swollen.cause she cried for the whole night.i guess.=/haha.


Fifth,Nazirah.yeah.wasn't with her that long.was just trying to get afifah away from me.haha.yeah.i guess i hurt her too.but i dont really know.yeah.


Sixth,Fiona Sim Pei Jun.she was the best one so far.WAS!yeah.goddamn memories with her are still in my head.i just cant forget her.yeah.hmmmmmmm...my sister accepted her,my mum accepted her and even my uncles and unties accepted her.yeah.she was the girl who is hard to get.it took me like 5 times,if i'm not wrong,just to get her.haha.yeah.i started falling in love with her when it was near sports day.haiyo...haha.yeah.some say we look "cute" together.and yeah.so onnnn.hmmmm...=/it was in the second month,she left for her england trip.yeah.i cried,just b'cause i miss her.and yeah.she came back.she was kinda different.i got a feeling something bad will happen one day.and it did.wth!yeahyeah.i asked her if she still has feelings for me.she replied,its fading.and i just dont know what's happening now.yeah.i made a decision.a hard one.really hard.yeah.i made the decision to be apart.and yeah.i cried.i did.she was the girl i was truely in love with.i'm serious!it was only people.WAS!haha.yeahyeah.i guess i did something wrong.but i just dont know what.yeah.family&friends help me.helped me to move on.and yeah.i did.but i just cant forget the times we had together.yeah.sad...but i gotta be strong.gotta forget the past.and begin a new.=) sweet memories.

Seventh,Nurul Amanina Binte Aziz.yeahyeah.sweetlove!=)am attached to this girl right now.and i'm happy to be with her.yeah.=)she help me alot.in previous relationship.and so onnnnn.and yeah.got help from her bestie too,hamimah,yeah.thanks you both!ily you two!=)
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