i may look happy,but the sorrow is hidden in me.

hey there people.today was a normal day.didnt blog y'day cause i was having such a really bad day.dammit luh.hmmmm...today in art class,rina,sili and laura talk to me about relationships.i was like fcuk uh you all.haha.then talk,talk,talk.gossip bout people.haha.fun uh.but actually,they ask me bout the times i was with fiona.i suddenly remembered the memories i had with her.dammit luh you all.i was alr gna forget those sad and happy times,then today you all talk bout this.tsk!haiyo.but yah luh.sad uh.=( but nvm.i gotta be strong.been thinking bout stuffs for the whole day.haiyo!why uh!why this kind of stuffs must happen at this time!why not years later!haiyo.=(hmmmmmmm...but yeah.back to today.went to but lobang.with alim & azizah.yeah.was kinda shaking just now.scared hsa or some cid come.haha.aft that,met baby outside mac.yeah.i was late for 15 mins. sorry baby!=) went to met abg halif at banquet.yeah.then we headed for the library.studied for awhile.halif left.minutes later me and baby left.met rashid and fareez at kfc.baby chao.i chao with my friends.yeah.now at home.feeling kinda moody.but yeah.gotta be strong.

the words from baby when i was kinda down and sad last time.

azrie,cheer up. i know your heart is aching. but i know you're so much stronger than this.

you can cry your heart out but tell me,is it worth it? i want to see you smile. i want to see you laugh like there's no tomorrow. i want to see you start your giler-ness. i want to hear your lame jokes. you have alot more of challenges to go through in life. so there's no point gettin all upset.

haiyo.memories luh seeyyyyyyy.hmmmmm.=(

gotta be strong from now onwards.i need help.