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Thursday, November 27, 2008
  heyhey, hello. ahahahahaha. ;D fiona and hannah came over today. was feeling better aft they came. bro and some of the biys came too. thnks guys! ; D well, the world is changing. everything has gone wrong. even my life now. i'm praying for the better. and i shall really try my best to change aft this situation is solved. now, i realise. truely how many people and how much they really cared for me. it made tears run down. from now onwards, i shall really change for the better. pray for the best, and not the worse. insya 'allah.  Tuesday, November 25, 2008
To my brother ; i'm really sorry. this happen just like that. what my dad and mum said wasnt true. believe me. you know my personal side. i know you know. yeahh. so, i guess you should understand. this happen like blinking your eyes. it all happens in just a matter of minutes. i was dumb. we were all dumb. i have fail. fail to changed. for you, for my parents, and for my friends. i really did try. my life was going smoothly. till today, this happen. you're the first and only brother i trusted the most. i wasnt suppose to tell you. but we're family. to me, it's need for you to know. then for you to have found out. i'm really sorry. i have make you felt down. do whatever you want to me. kick me out of the services if you want to. i'll accept the punishment. i'm sorry. Sunday, November 23, 2008
 adek, if you're reading this. this is for you. ; adek,it's been a long time since i meet you. abg rindu adek sgt2 siol. i want to meet you. but it seems that you're too busy with your friends and your boyfriend. it's seems that you dont have time for your abg also. is this even true,adek? can you even spare some time with me? that's alot for us to catch up. and i need to tell you something too. please. Saturday, November 22, 2008
 Heyho hello! ; D was freaking hyper in the morning, and all moody in the afternoon. haiyooo. was addicted to shuffle dance this few days. had some practice. yeahhh. chao. ;D Friday, November 21, 2008
 hello wello readers! ;D today was freaking fun and funny. ahahahahahahaa. -.- alright. Nunu Edora came by my house today. hell yeah! asked her how she edit her pics and she showed me. at last tau maner. ahahahahahaah. slow. alright. meet the rest at expo. yeahhh. i was a backstage kinda singer. with chipmunk. the feeling was kinda fun. cant imagine if it was on stage. confirm seram. errrrrrrrrr. ahahahahahaha. yeahyeah. need to sleep now. expo again tomorrow! yay! ahahahahahahahahahahahaha. ;DD and yeah, thnks Nunu Edora. owe you one. ;D Thursday, November 20, 2008
 To Muhammad.Azrie : Dude , seriously . Can you stop smoking ? Haha . Let me see . By end of the year . STOP SMOKING. Lets see who can quit aight ? : D If not , the loser must BLANJEEEEEE something [: amcmmmmmmmmmm ? You say you wanna bet . and this is it [: cancancan ? Andand , prepare your money . You aint gonna quit punya ! [: So heavy smoker sehy ! -insert HUGE smile-This is what edora post. pffft.ahahahaha. To NunuEdora ; Girl, i aint sure yeahh. by end of this year maybe tkleh uh. holiday uh girl. mesti enjoy puas2 uh.ahahahahahaah. but the bet still stay. yeahh. it does. ahahahahaha. ((: But really, i'm a heavy one. and many has been complaining. so hell yeahh. no matter what, i still have to try. if i still smoke, at least must try to cut down. yeahh. and to people reading this, dont tsktsktsk me! aahahahahahahahaha. ((: Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Being independent aint easy, life without you is just useless. I need you by my side, so that i could stand strong. I am greatful, to have friends. They brought me hope, and support. But that just aint enough, cause you're the final key. It seems so hard, to keep trying and not achieving. I need you, i need you badly. Please, give me a chance. And i'll promise, you wont regret. just feel like posting this. hmmm... Sunday, November 16, 2008
 This is a reply. I wont ask for entertainment, I'll respect you if you do the same towards me. I aint gna force you do spend time with me, I do understand your condition. I'll be there for you each and everytime, Giving you what you need. I aint a playboy, I'm always ready and wishing to be in a longterm relationship. I'm always there to listen to you and to understand you, I will and i promise you that. I listen to you nag all day, I'll try my best to control myself. I'll take up all challenges, Just to hear you talk,see you smile and never see you down. I'll be there for you always, And people does bitch around sometimes and i understand that. I love you who you are, Never for who you're not. It aint any fantasy, it's just yourself. There's always ups and downs in life. Any relationshitp takes place anytime. At any age is possible to have a relatioship, you just gotta think carefully. -Tysha Alexa Evans-       -01.jpg)  This were good old times. times when i feel that i'm great to have these people around. happy-ness was 24/7 with them. ahahahahahaah. today was awfully tiring. help out at my uncle's catering y'day and today. phewwwww. didnt go for madrsah today. hack care uh. holiday alr what. bdh! hahahahaa. training tomorrow! hopefully i am able to wake up. =.= i need my brother's help. need to edit video. arghhhh. -Her namer is Tysha Alexa Evans.- and if you were to ever hurt her, or make her hearbroken, see what you'll get from me.- ahahahahahaa. i love her so. sigh. ): Thursday, November 13, 2008
 i'm letting it go.never to interfere in your life anymore, girl. i promise you that. and to that other someone. i aint your mr independent. i aint! yeahyeah. bout today. was fun.and tiring though. yeahhh. met hilmi in the morning. help him with some stuffs. then suddenly remembered bout selling my brother's services calendar. so yeahh. i ask him. he agreed. ask nash tag along too. for hours, me and nash could only sell one each. hilmi couldnt. hahahaha. but nvm. they were both loaded. i was the one broke. yeahhh. since that i'm broke. so why not just help out. at least i get some cash. yeahhh. ((: tomorrow, gna do it again. with akmal,haziq and their other cousin. yeahhh. my brother wanted nash and hilmi to be part of mz services. hahahaha. funny though. but cant imagine if they really did join. would be great. yeahh. ;DDDD that's all. yeahhh. Wednesday, November 12, 2008
 heyhey. it's been awhile.yes, awhile. hahaha. it's been a veryveryvery boring holiday so far. yeahhh. very boring. it seems that, no matter how hard i try, i still cant. i'm still love you, girl. i think of you each morning, i got your pictures in my phone, i listen to songs that remind me of you. it seems that it's hard to forget you. ohh, how i wish we would be together. i scribble your name on my wall, scribbling saying i love you beside your name. ohhh girl, i love you. Friday, November 7, 2008
                             Hey!Hey!Hey! f.y.i. had three days of camp. freaking tiring yeah. haha. the most boring camp. but the bestest campfire of all. hahaha. yeahhhh. today was fun. had a farewell party for adzhar. he'll be migrating to aus. yeahhh. everyone's really gna miss him. hmmm... the whole party went smoothly. but the bill. was'nt what we expected. hahaha. didnt wna talk bout that. hahaha. so yeah. wansuay! (: It Was Me All Along.. Sunday, November 2, 2008
If whatever you think you said is true , then i suggest you think again. You say you didn`t feel good , then why the false hopes? , why bother caring how i feel? , truth is you played a harsh game with me , someday , someone will do the same , It`s not that i don`t forgive you , i forgive you , i did , and i always will. Yes. i agree, i cant change good`s will. You say you felt not as much love , then why keep playing along ? why keep breaking my heart , why couldn`t you just say it there and then? i agree i would have been hurt but it would have hurt less then what i`m going through now . I don`t want no more , thanks for everything. Bestfriend(: |